'CAUSE:I:AM:ME
Name: Koh Wen Hui Jack
Nick: Jack'al
Age: 16++
Height: 167cm
Weight: 47kg
Citizenship: Singaporean
Occupation: Student
Religion: Christianity
School: Nanyang Polytechnic
Church: NewCreation Church
Affiliation: DARE [Youth Ministry of NewCreation Church], Sound Ministry
Hobby: Sound-engineering, Drumming, Cycling/Blading, Hanging out, Music, Slacking
Books: [which part of me tells you i'm a bookworm]
Movies: [comedy, action] scary movie 4, mr. bean's holiday, rush hour 3, ghost rider, ratatouille, evan almighty
Music: [christian, rock] NewCreation Church Band, Hillsongs, Bon Jovi, Skillet, Dream Theatre, Evanescence, Funeral For A Friend, Killswitchh Engage, The Red-Jumpsuit ApparatusThe All-American Rejects
MSN: dare2serve_christ@hotmail.com
URL: [where u're at now] http://distortrified.blogspot.com & http://distortrified.multiply.com
Friendster: http://www.friendster.com/distortrify
Most of all, I'm the beloved child of the most high God being embraced in the BIG Arms of my Loving Jesus!
He loves me wif His everlasting love...
He clothed me wif His robe of righteousness...
He comforts me wif His unshakeable peace...
He pours out His abundant favor & grace upon me
He blesses me according 2 His riches in Heaven...
He keeps me safe under the shadow of His wings...
All for love a Savior prayed :: Let the cross draw man to You
Salvation is here :: Cause You are alive and You live in me
When I see Him smile :: I can do anything
Monday, September 25, 2006
These Wounds They Will Not Heal
life's is all about reflection... it depends on which mirrors you will see yourself into... and one of these mirrors is probably the most unpredictable moments of your life... it's this moment where all these mirrors shattered as you enter the room... this unpredictable moment of your life is disappointmentmost disappointments in life are often man-made... though it may come from different walks and areas... it may be being upset because a friend did something that stirred up your anger... it may be an expectation that was left unmet... it may be a sense of rejection and loneliness deep in your heart... disappointments may seem inevitable in life... disappointments may seem in every shattered piece of glass... lets use an illustration of being upset due to a friend did something that stirred up your angerwhen a friend made an accident which stirred the other party's emotions... yea it was their fault because the accident was caused by them which had started the suspicion, the dispute, the misunderstanding... however, ever wondered when you go to east coast to cycle or blade... whenever you see some people who blades very well, doing all sorts of stunts... ever wondered how they have become so... disappointments is like falling down when blading for the first time... probably because someone was blocking your way, or because the person in front of you suddenly stopped... for whatever reasons you fall, are you just going to stay on the floor for the rest of the day?... are you just going to let the world pass you by?... doubted... the professional bladers are professional because they are willing to stand up again whenever they fall... they fall, they stand up... they fall, they stand up... countless numerous times... everytime they make a mistake, they learn from their mistake... over time, they just naturally became experienced professional bladers... com'mon... pick yourself up... no point crying over spilled beans... sweep it up... apply some cleaning reagents... will you still be seeing those stains?someone may be appearing very happy, very sweet, very friendly, very lovable... however there is a difference between being happy, sweet, friendly and lovable in nature, as compared to acting like one... people who are like that in nature, then thank god for the grace in their lives... but people who act so are like honey... ever put a small pot of honey in an oven?... THEY EXPLODE!!... that's exactly what happens... someone who acts happy, sweet, friendly, and lovable, or probably act cute also... when they undergo a disappointing incident, they explode... they become gloomy... they become pissed... the whole world casts their attention on them... the whole world will become for them... what for?... the pot exploded already, can fix back meh?... what for pull a face so long, they can sweep the floor?... nothing to be further from the truth... yes... i agree... disappointment is inevitable... anger is inevitable... crying their nights to sleep is inevitable... so what?... life's experiences and reflections are UPs and DOWNs... people will tend to set their expectations for other people so much higher, but set their expectations for themselves much lower... they get disappointed when their friends did something to upset them, disappoint them, anger them... but ever wondered if they had realized when they, in turn, disappointed other people... so what if the other party doesn't show up so... so what if the other party doesn't speak up... are the rest just gonna remain quiet and ignore so?frm:jack'al
spoken adhesives at 17:42