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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

exams...

ok here's just a quick update before i head off to bed. not mine, but my friend's.

exams are round the corner, and I mean, very near, and I was still serving all 4 services and all, as per usual. people did ask why I didn't take a break. haha, I also served through O-levels, and got supernatural results. indeed God has multiplied the time spent in church in my studies. speaking of studying, during the study week, I often have this problem whereby I tell myself I got to study, but often feel like not touching my books and notes and pen, and even if I do, I'm probably just doing a bit, then doing useless stuffs like staring blankly or what. and apparently, I've got company. you know who are they? they are.. normal people.

so yesterday was my first paper, MicroEconomics. and it's probably the only paper I have to worry about. cause for this module, I'm not very interested actually, and even during study week, I studied for my Wednesday's paper much more than this Monday's paper, and also I just understood like here and there, but in depth, I doubt I know. and just after the paper, I calculated the marks I lost, 24 marks. and 24 marks is the amount of marks I lost because I didnt write any answers, what more those that I was not so confident about. haha. oops. God, I just need Your grace. =/

after that, had a last minute plan to meet Joshua Lim and his friend to study at Airport's Popeye's. studied till 0230hr, my latest record time. hehe. breakthrough eh. and so we cabbed to Joshua's house to stay over, since it was kind of late to head home, even though I could. and OMG, soon after we settled down, I was greeted by a cockroach, AHHHHH. I have a phobia for cockroaches since God knows how young I was, but I didn't mind meeting cockroaches on the streets, just slow down, take a small loop around the cockroach, and move on, but I hate it when it shares the same room as where I am. goodness sake. and what more, Joshua Lim and his friend are engaged on WoW! wow. and the cockroach lingered in the room for a while longer, until Joshua Lim got worried my noises would wake his mom up. wow. at last, it got killed. once again, all cockroaches should DIE!!

i've got Statistical Method for Business paper on Wednesday, aka Saddistic Method for Business. but I thought it was saddistic last semester, cause last semester I really didn't understand a shit, but not this semester. I actually had fun doing the questions. I managed to catch a glimpse of the logic of what I was doing, and it was just identifying the questions, write some intro steps, press the calculator (sometimes a lot), and write a conclusion. ta-da, that's like 12 marks or so. maybe because I'm strong in Maths too.

then i've got Principles of Management paper on Thursday. err. I haven't studied a single bit of this, but it's very theory-based. so I guess I'll just do some reading like when travelling to and fro school or what. and lastly, Accounting on next Monday. Accounting, oh God graced me in Accounting. much to my surprize, I actually understood like most of the concepts taught during lecture, like snap, "I get it" there and then. so Accounting shouldn't be a problem.

so irregardless of whether I am confident or I understand a module, or whether I feel so dumb about another module, I still need God's grace through this season, or for that matter, through any season. God, the means of not just a survival, but thriving in a survival.

yup. it's 05:39AM now. zzz.

spoken adhesives at 05:38

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Life's Reflection

in life we always try to run so fast and run so strong
but when it gets cold and it feels like the end
i just wanna forget about everything and runaway
against my will i stand aside my own reflection